It used to kill me when that person ignores you for so long then start talking to you as if nothing ever happened… But now, you just don’t give a fuck about that person.
So, I finally clean my room after about month? Lmfao. & Yeah, I may not seem as girly, but here are my girly things. Imma start wearing accessories a lot now! & Planning to save up for a jewelry box that hangs on the wall! #jewelry #girly #fashion #picsofme #earrings #featherearrings #necklace #bling #makeup #verawang #princess (Taken with instagram)
I’ve kept these for a long time. #fortunecookies #quotes #sayings #phrases #inspiration #asian #motivation #music #art #future #passion #accomplishments #hope #faith #picsofme (Taken with instagram)
But wait… You haven’t given me a chance to show you what I’ve got yet…
twitter is just a collection of all the dumb and pointless text posts i dont make on tumblr
Man I fucking hate it when I’m trying to fucking understand something & I ask tons of questions just to make things more clear and shit & that fucking person gets hella mad at me instead and shit. Fuck man, give me a little fucking patience. Your bitchass gets mad at the stupidest shit man. Don’t expect me to take you to your friend’s house later you stupid bitch. Ruin my fucking day. You need to be a little more open minded with me and my issues. It’s not my fucking fault that I have a hard time hearing what everyone in this world is saying to me, and this fucking difficult, cluttered up mind I have that has such a hard time to fucking put things together in order to fucking make sense. I’m fucking sorry that my mind works so fucking differently.
Stop being in denial. Cus you know the truth is standing right there waiting for you to accept it, so you can do something about it, but you just keep pushing it away, avoiding it. It will only take you to the wrong place, leaving you in tears or regrets. So learn from it, do something about it, or leave it. So if holding on will just make the pain stay there and can worsen up, think about letting go. Letting go will hurt too, but if you are smart and strong enough, you will realize it can’t worsen up. The pain of holding on is different from letting go. It’s like stabbing yourself with a knife and either you wanna just let it keep bleeding until you fucking die or you will throw away the fucking knife & go look for some fucking bandage and shit so you can heal and shit. Listen to your conscience, stop crying about what you really want & come down to fuckin’ earth, look at what the fuck you are doing to yourself and fix yourself. So don’t fuck yourself over like that. This is a reminder to myself & to others who have forgotten about themselves. So quit being stupid and get started on thinking things through. Okay, enough of me blogging, gotta start my day.
So much shit has been going on that I feel this ultimate dramatic change between the person I am today than the person I was last week, last month, last year. I’m very proud of my new ways of thinking. Never been this proud of myself, ever.
So I was looking at my Youtube account… & Privated almost all of my videos on there. I wanna start out new. Start fresh. I felt like some of my old covers sound like shitty garbage. Gotta improve and give it my all. I can’t stand my shitty garbage sound. & I’m having second thoughts about covers. I feel like I don’t really wanna do covers anymore cus everyone on Youtube lately have been doing so much fucking covers it’s getting so fucking old. I mean it’s nice for a here and there thing, but people has seriously taken it to the point where making covers just looks stupid now. So I gotta really get started and finish those originals that are waiting for me. & I realized I lost a lot of subscribers the past week. Which is really super sad. But I can’t slack off of it anymore. Can’t waste anymore time…
This popped up on my dash so I decided to change it a bit.